mixed of feelings

gawd dis wk laugh loads....wif dafienah n umairah..after p.e. lesson u ask dem wad they do...conferm u laugh like hell sia...den den yesterdae more fun...malay klas nvr do work but laugh n laugh till i dunoe wad the hell im doin..ouh ya..yesterdae got debate..n i have to b the spokesperson fer the agree side.. the topic fer the debate is has technology improve our lives...den everyone knew i was goin to receive the prize fer the best speaker wif weldon n it turn out to be true..no joke..n it turn out dat weldon oso quite a gentleman aint like other guys...not dat i like him uh..den todae go pasir ris fer cny celebration..like duh..lol..quite borin cos almost similar to the sec 1 camp den we wok past the place we had fer nite walk..gwd funny sey..gawd..im bored...

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hmph...the week...mostly bored but fer the past few daes it's kinda fun like hell. cos go back primary sch rite... met old fwens..n joke around wif teachers..yeah..funi..klasses r gettin bored till i wanna sleep..sabrina,raden,aqilah n the rest agreed wif my plan..everydae after sch, we go back tnps study malay...cos mdm fadzillah,mdm salinah,mdm rukiah,mdm reena n mr fazlon teach malay very fun wan...especially mdm fadzillah...everytime tell stories n its interestin seh.. miss those moments..and and also the klas is so damn whacky wif mrs anthony but she transfer to kheng cheng...edit it n make it to kenceng kae....:) i didnt edit dat kae...dat was syuk who did dat..but hey.. i need to move on...rite? i came on thurs den i came back again on fri..like got nothin to do... like duh..at home like bored... cos my fon always got confiscated wif mummy.. fer no reason...wad the..nvm..i dun mind...but dun still my shuffle!!!lol... sjab todae was also kinda great..eventhough im tired...n guess wad...im gonna groom my room seyy..my budget fer everythin is oni uh...2oo bucks??? yeah.. mummy plan on dat budget too... my room gonna be purple n not blue animore...daddy wasnt happie n he was pesterin me to pick green...wad the... im sick of green...aniway...gotta clean my room tmr gonna paint the walls ready...bye

tiredtiredtired!

jus came home from camp at costa sands resort. but we didnt sleep in the chalet..like the sch got allot of moneh like dat..oni teachers slept there. the students, psl and trainer had to pitch up a tent n 7 ppl occupies 1 tent uh...yeay!!! my tent was properly build together wif natashya,dafienah and umairah..the 1e2 gurls do nothin then sleep in the tent. idiot sia..after dat i dunoe wad we do den got amazin race n our group came in ferst!!! yeay!!! den i didnt remember wad we do...b4 i knew it,it was time for dinner..den we went for nite walk.. i thought rite we walk together.. wif torch light around pasir ris park...suddenly we go into a dark place alone wif no torch lite sia..den peng yu,umairah,dafienah n me went inside wen we saw the army in the dark n he approach us, umairah scream den all of us fall down the pavement den i was like havin a shock...den the psl came n help us.den i look down and didnt look up at all...but i can sense somethin was there..after the short nite walk..i jus cried...cos of nervous breakdown...den i calm down abit n im back to normal...den group discussion,supper n shower!!! den sleep. woke up 6 cos of the stupid alarm clock den made uh..irritatin sia..den wash up n breakfast den i went for raftin...it was damn fun...but dey nvr allow us to shower sia..at sea den cannot uh??? my hair like very hard uh..den lunch and we headed for the low elements...kinda fun cos we were like cheerin..den the trainer recognise us cos of the nite walk...i tink oni 4 of us fell down the pavement through out the whole sec 1 sia..den we kept laughin n laughin non-stop... den after 5 stations, we headed to the marque fer dinner...fish n chips baby!!! den dat hakim disgusting sia.. like coslow n bake beans rite those who never eat finish he go n eat...discussting rite..after dinner we went to change n wash up...it means the second dae i never shower at all thx to them..den it was like 7pm... i could sense somethinlike someone else is watching us..den hakim n some others was scared n he jus look down n nvr look up... den my nervous breakdown started again n i was sent to the sick bay..i calm myself down wif the help of some teachers and seniors..n i felt better soon n join in the campfire soon it was kinda great..got group performance,seniors performin, n some activities we did like cheers n watch a vid on wad happen durin the camp n of cos chicky dance...my fwens sae i do the dance cute!! yeay!!lol...went to sleep.woke up wif dat irritain sound n wash up. den pack bags den unpitch the tent den breakfast den we sat doen n joke around..dat nizam say if the thing call ur name,u sae..dats not my name(pick from the song we heard)..n we laugh..i LOL too much dat i got stomach ache.den trainer jeenah speak fer a while n we headed 2 sch walk wan sia..bag so heavy all..idiot...nvm..took group pic n went home... i really wanna sae thx 2 ms ng and some other teachers n seniors. n i wanna thank senior alena fer being by my side from dae 1 till now... dats all folks..

the ferst week in sch

wow..ferst week like so whacky...ferst dae nothin much.. history teacher teach like got allot of expression like drama..aniway..she's in charge of drama!lol but after sch i ask mum if i can go yum yum uh...cos im dying of bubble tea..lol..as i waited, 4 guys walk past me...n its gordon,zul,salihin n wan more guy uh..dat gordon was like "ehk?i noe u" den i jus stared like i dunoe him..kk..LOL!! dat gordon was like lookin at me..den i was like ew..at nite i told zul wad he sae...walio he so toughtful wan meh??he wans me to join dem cos im lonely..lol..kae..dat was ferst dae..second dae..like almost dead in klas..cos im sleepy..n the klas went whaky..seriously..i hate some of my klas mates..no offence..but has a crush on this particular guy..sowie..cnt tel u...k larh i tell u y i hate some of my klas mates its bcos dey like how to explain uh..like difficult like dat sia.. but nvm..let me continue my story..wed need to stae back cosgot choir n band auditions n its compulsory..n i got group a in choir means on thurs i need to come back to school for another audition..den i tell my english teacher i got tuition..hihi..thursdae like boring like dat uh..fridae,todae,quite great... den i got use wif the environment..like screamin n sae shut up wen the gurl sae quiet wif the others...biase uh babe..shut dat mouth of urs uh..step uh dat gurl...dere's dis particular guy whom has a scary feature..he is nabil..he keeps lookin at people wif a scary look like john like dat..serious..im not jokin...so scary..n gues wad jus now durin the cca fair at the hall he sit behind me sia..den he strech out his legs..wah..i like wanna kick his ass to move back..or maybe splash water at him..erhh!! he's gonna get this from me...im joinin sjab..seriously no joke kaes...gawd..i miss my fwens so much till i wanna cry..lol..dey meant everythin 2 me..ouh ya..b4 i sign off.. i wonder y my fwens r chasin dis particular guy name masagos..but wen i look at him, he's quite cute larh like john like dat...but i dun have a crush on him kaes.. i tink dats all folks..till here den..

wrong abt it

wow! sch was so fun todae..n yesterdae...well i was kinda wrong abt it..i thouhgt sch was like a bored thing like gettin bullied n didnt make dat much of fwens..but hey! i have a number of fwens already like shu hui, umairah , natasha ,dafinah,nizam,alif,benedict n blablabla kae...back to the story....yesterdae did nothin dat much uh..yesterdae quite borin but todae damn great sia...1st game after lunch was like pasin water wif the cup in ur mouth..but cnt 1 side boi n another gurl...must alternate sey..but 1 of the senior sae im gd at it...nah..jus do oni...ya..den another wan was throwin ball n catch, balancin a bowl of water wif trash bag, obstacle race, uh stackin up n blablabla...ouh ya..jus now roy made me laugh n laugh n laugh..but not oni me it was togetther wif the seniors n my other group members...sowie fer laughin at u uh..but i really couldn't stand it sia..he was like screamin like a lost guy...like as if he got ...i dunoe how 2 explain dis but if u were dere rite,u will be head over heals...but i didnt ate much todae..well...the orientation was quite whacky..but if im in tampines north, ask my fwens n dey sae im the craziest like dat...but wifout my old fwens..its like im so quite sey..BORING!!! i jus wan my primary sch life back uh...now so diff..but im tryin my bes to do it...

i guess dis is the end fer 2dae

well here it goes...

tmr, sch starts...n goin 2 a new sch..wow...2008 flies so fast..well i need to prepare fer sch tmr..im jus not ready..but hey..tmr im not gonna study but havin peer support programme tmr n sat n goin home 6.30 pm..how great it is rite?? but daddy gonna pick me up seh..boring ye..nvm..yeah i woke up n cry..boohoohoo...ya lah dat gordon seh made me cry..ouh ya..aft new yr count down..i send sms 2 some of dem which im not gonna mit next yr n zaki knew i cried..den i was like hey how u noe im cryin?? n he said idk...lol..nvm..currently chattin wif syaf abt tmr..n oso ian... i got nothin 2 prepare..jus need to brin 5 bucks,water bottle,spare shirt,pen n note bk plus some documents..n of cos go home at 6.30pm.boredboredbored!!! i cnt wake up at 6 now i need 2 wake up 30 mins earlier n sleep b4 9pm..wad the hell!!!! but nvm..im gonna be damn busy fer the 1st few wks...gonna make time table once i settle wif every thin..im gonna join sjab mayb?? kaes stop it abt tmr. tadae mum cooked up a feastn made me so damn full...my uncle droppin by soon join in the feast again...huhu... kaes..gotta go now..get prepared like duh!!
im not gonna rite in so soon...kae byes